5.18.2008

lead me not

Lead me not into temptation

Won't you please deliver me

My heart is a fragile mutation

Since the beginning of creation

There's existed what cannot be

Lead me not into temptation

It would do to mention

A blink times three

My heart is a fragile mutation

Lock these things away

To some secret faction

If I cross the line

I'll have to throw away the key

Lead me not into temptation

I'd rather face life long tormention

The feel like this when he's looking at me

My heart is a fragile mutation

Fuck it all in complete succession

I can't have both

Plain and true

Lead me not into temptation

My heart is a fragile mutation

self image

As I glance into the mirror

I change my stance on this

World

I change my thoughts on this

Place

I scrutinize the imperfections on my

Face

The tears well inside my eyes

My fears start to consume my

Thoughts

Why am I here and what am I

Doing

Pull at my hair notice it

Frizzing

These pants are fitting just a little too tight

And I want to be sitting here in the

Dark

To blank out this image of

Myself

Put my insecurities up on a

Shelf

I want what the everyone does

The taunting to stop, not your taunting

Mine

The voices in my mind telling my

Bad

You're no good, give up you'll always be

Sad

This world will never love you

Those people will always shove you

Around

No love of yours will ever be

True

For how could anyone ever want you

Rebuttal

Diss on me

Piss on me

I'm done

Through

Fuck you

And this reality

Subliminally

You hate it

Me

Fine

But here's the thing

I like it

Love it

Me

So there

Back off

Buddy

Step off

Friend

Get lost

Pal

Die

Amigo

Take a nap

That never ends

My world

My thoughts

Not yours

So my rhymery

Doesn't fit your scheme

So my syllables

Fuck with your dream

So what

Not like I really care

Did you expect

Me to cry

To die

To admit defeat

That you're better than me

Not a chance

Censorship

Publishment

Don't give a shit

So hate me

Leave me

You know you

Love me

I see it in your

Eyes feel it in your

Hands know it in your

Smile

You say

No good

Disgracegul

So so

But I know

You can't

Discriminate

Violate

Comlicate

My ways

My life

Bow

Before me

Champion

Of what

Of you

Of course

As if you did not

Know it

Feel it

In your bones

Your heart

From the start

I beat you

Ev'ry way

Ev-er-ry day

Steal my thoughts

Rape my mind

Thieve my inspiration

And still

Still will I win

Still your work

Belongs in

A garbage tin

A dump

Landfill

Raging fire

Goodbye

Competitor

Farewell

Adversary

Adieu

Antagonist

Of my dreams

Why can't you

Just admit

The cold

Harsh wonderful

Defeat

Perspective changeup

Chipped polish
Shattered glass
Sickly sweet flavors
Life is
What it is
What it's not
Hello beautiful
Creature of my
Flesh born desire
Wandering mind
Solid rock
Crumbles to sand
Never again
Left without a word
Vanished with just
A hollow ghostly trail
To lead me back
To nowhere
Where I'm headed
Destined
If I could change this place
My hopes
My face
And all these things
I wish I was
But know I'll never be.

It's only when you've lost everything

Inspiration drained
Tainted by caffeine
By THC
And my own mind
Muddled with ash
Lye kissing sweetly
Searing useless flesh
Brings me to reality
Life is a muse
A gleeful child
But not as good
As a punch to the jaw
As hard packing sounds
Blood down the drain
Of my soul
Fuck capitalism
Beaurocratic fantasies
Follow the herd
Do what you're told
Or fight back
And know this simple fact
It's only when you've lost everything
That you're free to do anything