Apathy = <3

Face pressed
To the glass
Of our indiscretions
Broken thoughts
Frayed edges
Fall to the floor
Mind liquidation
Overload
Apathetic notions
Of a one way street
Forked in two
One way desires
The other
Rationalizing rationality
Repeating myself
Again and over
Dried cracked tongue
white flag waved
Here it comes
A wave of pure sweet and beautiful
Apathy
And only then
Can I feel free

Take me

Pacing, waiting.

Anticipating. 

Rushing, tightning.

Tensing, breathing.

Throbbing, waiting

Gently shaking

Kissing, whispering

hushed and amber tones

Sliding, slipping

stroking pace

quivering, grabbing

penetrating

grab and pullling

needing lusting

more and more

feel you move

shiver scream

bite and dig

breathing.

untensing

inhaling

exhaling

smelling

feeling

feeling

breathing

Breath

thc fills my lungs

breath in breath out

can't numb the pain in my heart

breath in breath out

it doesn't matter what i do

how i feel

if the world turns

breath in breath out

crushed life devoid of meaning

breath in breath out

thought that it'd go on forever

breath in breath out

and now i know

the truth that lies

that we'll never come again

breath in breath out

pain in my chest tightens

breath in breath out

don't think I can make it

breath in breath out

he took all that I had

that was worth living for

this pains just too much

breath out

Walt's Daily Prayer. By: Mat Severson

Walt Disney, who art in Heaven, Hallowed be thy parks.
Thy game kingdom come.
Thy will be done, Across Earth as it is in Orlando.
Give us this day our daily bugs.
And forgive us our surprise, As we forgive you when we aren't forewarned.
And lead us not into World of Warcraft, But deliver us from crashing while sailing.
For thine is the magic kingdom, and the Pirates, and the Fairies, for ever and ever.
Amen.

Farewell Fairy

She sits on the pixie pier

her toes are in the sand

as she searches round and round again

for the all so helping hand.

Her wings are fading in the wind

her glow is growing dim.

No more bells as she wispers

barely faint cinnamin.

As she tries to face another day

a voice claims doesn't matter anyway.

So she clutches at the memory

of the not so distant past.

A tear falls down her cheek, escapes a sigh

might be her last.

The whirlwind of hopelessness takes her breath away

She is stranded by the thought of we she forgot to say

She is tourtured by the promise of til my dying day.

As she watches that great light of hers slowly fade to grey

she stares into the blackness what once was her soul

She reaches out a hand but everyone is turning cold

Finally she realizes what this is all about

She's on her own

She's made her stand

and now she's all left out

The love she once shared has been drug and strewn about

No more laughter in her footstep

no more gleem in her eye

Falling to the earth she lets out her final sight

The world, the tide, the sun, all whisper their goodbye

And as the picuture fades to black you see the knife in her side

This loves fate, the curse she laid

she never had any choice

A promise made, a promise broken

just like her young heart

we leave her as memory

and truly fade to dark.

less than slash three

this is me ravin​g
this is me ranti​ng
this is my fuck you to the world​.​

this is me cryin​g
this is me cursi​ng
this is my fall from grace​.​

this is my life
this is my love
this is my broke​n heart​.​

What now?

Tears fall
Puddles on linoleum
Lost in a daze
So dead inside
Emotionless
Yet I cry
Hardly knowing why
Part of me wants it to end
So why do I care that the end is near
Why do I care that he’s not here
Puzzled as to why I just want to hug him
Love him
Still be with someone
So full of anger and hate
And mood swings a plenty
I can see through his personality flaws
To a heart that lies within
Does it still beat for me
Will it again
I can only stare
At the tear drops below
And hope