3

never seen
someone look so good
by the pale glow
of a monitor

never felt
such estactic joy
as fingers dance across
my keys

never wanted
anything more
than to see you wrapped in
my mind's labrinth

never heard
someone speak
such mysteries
I can't get enough

never tasted
this poison so sweet
can't get enough
fill my cup

never known
what i do now
stumbling through
the lighted streets

So show yourself
and run your finger
across my skin

Exist as you do
speaking sweetly
into my anxious ear

Make me crave you
with your mind meld
of pure ectasy

you can do this
unlock my quaking fingers
jump into my senses
my world

2

Whispers
fall to the ground
lights dance all around
twilight lit fantasies
of my girlish heart
I can feel you
through the miles between

I can't believe
that this has found me
here in this place
my mind
so full of wasted space
wasted thoughts and time

primary
the word has never
felt more alive
and yes I will be
I will be for you
whatever you need

trust in me
that I can endure
anything
especially if you
stand
by me now

jump of this cliff
hands entertwined
and eyes locked in gazed
and focus deriving
it's pleasure from
logarithmic thoughts

1

Perfection
Unattainable
Yet that is how
I wish to be
How I feel
Sometimes
When he holds me

How I seem to define
these things
falling faster
and jumping
free falling
sometimes
when he holds me

Stressed to
the breaking point
yet there he is
and I am safe
and I am free
sometimes
when he holds me

I never thought myself
to be anything
other than ordinary
he makes me feel
like beauty radiates
sometimes
when he holds me

When he holds me
the world fades to grey
and I am flying through
celestial embraces
upon the invisible wings
he's given me
unbeknownst to him it seems
he is there so naturally
and comfortably I look to him
dare I say perfection

Sometimes

When he holds me.

Untitled for now.

Take me

Cover me
In your world
I cannot comprehend

Fill me with your notions
Your thoughts
Musings of a mind

Short on random access

Thrust your feelings
Inside me waiting
Rushing through

Rip in time

Falling as we
Tumble through
Hold me close

Closing eyes

I can't see
The world in front
Like you can

Crystal dark visions

I am scared
Truth burns like lye
Comforting a sinner

Is that what I am

Pray at night
Covers closing around
Arms hold tight

Faith is all we have

Faith
Is all
We have

All we need