Sentiment

Why
Can't you see
That it's more
than just a hair tie to me
That it's more than
Wax on paper
More than
Something so simple
I can't comprehend
I suppose
The need to feel attached
To something in the past
You can have my past
I don't need it anymore
All I need are things we've made
What the future has in store
If I forget
What last year held
I would only know
That it doesn't matter
And if I forgot
Yesterday
All I need to know
is tomorrow

I want to feel this again.

Forbidden fruit
you can't help but taste
raw and carnal
unadultered by media
or social normalities

feel soft lips
butterflies covering
every inch of my
growing exposure of skin

hand graze
every spot
like they were meant
for me even though
it could be anyone

you tell me softly
that you can make up
for areas you lack
scars that just won't fade

and you prove it
bending my will
to your very command
making me moan

with anticipation
I can't
won't
give in to my body's demands

not yet.
not now.

but in time
when your butterfly kisses pierce my core
and your mouth on my viens breaks
all internal self consciousness

then

then I will become

yours

Want to go back home

I love how the wind pushes back my hair
Gentle
Like your fingertips
When you are near

I love your scent
lingering
here on my skin
wishing you were near

Making me want to return
to humble abode
and hold you
even tighter than before

3

never seen
someone look so good
by the pale glow
of a monitor

never felt
such estactic joy
as fingers dance across
my keys

never wanted
anything more
than to see you wrapped in
my mind's labrinth

never heard
someone speak
such mysteries
I can't get enough

never tasted
this poison so sweet
can't get enough
fill my cup

never known
what i do now
stumbling through
the lighted streets

So show yourself
and run your finger
across my skin

Exist as you do
speaking sweetly
into my anxious ear

Make me crave you
with your mind meld
of pure ectasy

you can do this
unlock my quaking fingers
jump into my senses
my world

2

Whispers
fall to the ground
lights dance all around
twilight lit fantasies
of my girlish heart
I can feel you
through the miles between

I can't believe
that this has found me
here in this place
my mind
so full of wasted space
wasted thoughts and time

primary
the word has never
felt more alive
and yes I will be
I will be for you
whatever you need

trust in me
that I can endure
anything
especially if you
stand
by me now

jump of this cliff
hands entertwined
and eyes locked in gazed
and focus deriving
it's pleasure from
logarithmic thoughts

1

Perfection
Unattainable
Yet that is how
I wish to be
How I feel
Sometimes
When he holds me

How I seem to define
these things
falling faster
and jumping
free falling
sometimes
when he holds me

Stressed to
the breaking point
yet there he is
and I am safe
and I am free
sometimes
when he holds me

I never thought myself
to be anything
other than ordinary
he makes me feel
like beauty radiates
sometimes
when he holds me

When he holds me
the world fades to grey
and I am flying through
celestial embraces
upon the invisible wings
he's given me
unbeknownst to him it seems
he is there so naturally
and comfortably I look to him
dare I say perfection

Sometimes

When he holds me.

Untitled for now.

Take me

Cover me
In your world
I cannot comprehend

Fill me with your notions
Your thoughts
Musings of a mind

Short on random access

Thrust your feelings
Inside me waiting
Rushing through

Rip in time

Falling as we
Tumble through
Hold me close

Closing eyes

I can't see
The world in front
Like you can

Crystal dark visions

I am scared
Truth burns like lye
Comforting a sinner

Is that what I am

Pray at night
Covers closing around
Arms hold tight

Faith is all we have

Faith
Is all
We have

All we need